Challenges, Obstacles, Reminders

The last while has been a difficult time for me.

Recently, my home was burgled and both of my computers were taken. The only other thing that was removed was a piece of musical hardware that was attached to my laptop at the time it was stolen.

Now I am very happy that my guitars and other musical instruments and equipment were not taken in this robbery, but that relief was soon eclipsed by the repercussions to unfold. I could not initially comprehend the disruption and stress I would experience from losing my computers and the connections they allow me to make all over the world.  But it was when I realised all of the information stored on the computers, and the implications of that, that my stress really mounted.

Initially I was overwhelmed by the long list of things to do: deal with the police, including the finger-printing ID crew, the insurance company negotiations, the still-not-yet complete retrieval of information from back-up drives, and now the just-beginning process of informing my patients about possible need to prevent misuse of any information I had on them.

I will deal with the latter point first:

If you have been to see me as a patient (especially if you have done so in the last two years) some basic information about you will have been in a database on my computers: Your name; address; telephone number; an email address (usually only if I have made contact with you that way); the month and year when I first saw you as a patient; and for a few people, the name of their third party insurer. No financial transaction information, nor any of your patient records were stored on the computers. If I did any medico-legal report on your behalf, however, that would potentially be lost into cyberspace. The police constable I spoke with about this problem said that the people involved in this chain of crime are not usually at all interested in the medical information about any person. They are more way more concentrated on obtaining what they can for identity theft. Fortunately, what they will find on my computers is very little more (and maybe even considerably less) than they would get by going through ones garbage or doing a 411 search online. My sincere apologies to anyone for whom this is a source of worry or concern.

As for my own security concerns, this theft has been the source of a long list of unwelcome jobs. Most importantly for anyone who feels they need to take the same precautions against identity theft I did, I contacted both the Canadian Credit agencies, Equifax and Transunion so that my credit files could be flagged. Here is a very useful webpage on the basic advice around Possible Identity Theft: http://www.canlaw.com/credit/identitytheft.htm

I would encourage everyone who reads this blog post to have a look at the link provided, just to be familiar with the basic safeguards we all need to take against this sort of crime – as well as the ones most of us never should need to take if we are mindful and have good luck on our side. I do not believe any of my patients need to go this route, but that is something everyone will have to determine for him or herself.

I also learned a fair bit about home security from all of this. Motion detecting lights around areas of your home that are more sheltered can be very important. Take precautions also to secure windows and doors – especially in areas where a prowler has cover. The person who broke into my place broke a front window but didn’t manage to get in there, so he (she?) then bent a couple of screens before finding a window to force open and climb through. I understand that the thieves are usually in and out again in a few minutes flat. That looks to have been the case here.

An alarm, or better yet in the opinion of the police, a dog can be a very significant deterrent against this invasion of one’s personal space.

I may write more on this situation later but for now I just need to get this out to people it may affect.

A few final things. Please make sure you have onsite and preferably also off-site data backup on your computer files. How would your life be affected if everything on your computer(s) disappeared overnight? Also do cycle through computer and banking passwords and keep a paper record of them. Do not store them on your computer.

Good luck!

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The Field – (a book by) Lynn McTaggart

Most of this post was written weeks ago, but Life has intervened. See later post(s) to hear about what has been in the way of my blog writing of late …

Just finished reading this very thought-provoking book. It was first published in the UK in 2001, and was written by science journalist, Lynn McTaggart. I have not yet read the follow-up books, The Intention Experiment; and various resources under the title “Living the Field”. McTaggart and her husband, Brian Hubbard, co-edit a journal that has been out for many years, called “What Doctors Don’t Tell You” (WDDTY). That journal is a very useful resource, too.

This book is well-researched and compiled, and is a good distillation of a lot of leading edge science, especially of the latest physics.  The number of ways in which our whole view of the world  needs to shift when comprehending the Zero Point Field is absolutely huge. McTaggart makes the case that the ZPF or the Field will actually harmonize and unify the Newtonian world view and that of quantum physics. And, it makes so much sense of so many things. Here are just a couple of stand out examples to me:

1. In the coherence I have spoken of in previous posts, which can be explored and which one can learn to have greater access to, turns out to be the same process that occurs at the micro-cosmic and macro-cosmic levels, simultaneously. That is, within our smallest brain cells we have micro-tubules (“light pipes”) which conduct photons (light waves) within and between nerve cells throughout the brain, and probably throughout the whole body. When groups of cells begin to become coherent with each other the trend can escalate to

create global coherence of the waves in the body – a process called ‘superradiance’ – [which] then allowed the coherent signals to pulse through the rest of the body. Once coherence was achieved, the photons could travel all along the light pipes as if they were transparent, a phenomenon called ‘self-induced transparency’.

It is suggested that this phenomenon could account for the instantaneous operation of our brains – operations which incidentally can not be explained by means of even very high speed nerve conduction pathways alone.

2. What is even more exciting and explicative of some age old mysteries, however, is how this makes sense of  instantaneous coherence within groups of people (and beyond just people, to include animals and plants in one’s environment) –  and all this  across huge distances. In other words, coherence arising and communicated, without restriction of space-time constructs, throughout the Zero Point Field. As I have said before in this blog, I am burning to participate in joint exploration of this experience of coherence or Presence.

By the way, the assertions McTaggart has made, and conclusions she has drawn in this book derive from evidence from some very hard-nosed “prove-it-to-me-first” scientists of high renown.

I would welcome comments from anyone who has read the book, or for whom my comments have spurred thoughts and impressions.

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Converting despair into first solutions

The following is an example of my mindstream in recent days. The first video clip below is poignant, clever and a shocking testament to the insanity of excesses popping up in most parts of our lives on this planet.

[Added later: Some reading and discussions with friends after this post had me questioning whether this plastic island was simply a hoax. Unfortunately, it appears it is real, albeit somewhat different than as portrayed, perhaps. See here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Great_Pacific_Garbage_Patch ]

 

Like everyone else, I can get paralysed by the enormity and grievous nature of human repercussions on our environment, and our future. We have all seen many, many indications of these harmful trends. Yet we need NOT to be swallowed up by helplessness, shame or despair.

So, the second video is one small but significant example of how shifting the paradigm of our thinking can make a difference – can bring solutions.

The Magnificent Plastic Bag – Mockumentary

Man invents machine to convert plastic into oil

I had seen the first YouTube clip a few days ago, and while I prepared to send it off to a few friends, I realised I would prefer to put it in a blog post. But I had inadvertently sent it before I could switch that intent. Such is the hair-trigger nature of this technology we wield so inattentively at times. Anyway, I then saw the second video last evening, in one of my following rest periods I imagined a huge factory ship gathering up the” twice-Texas-sized cache” of plastic waste out in the Pacific Ocean and compressing it into blocks for building, oil conversion and who knows what else.

More on a related topic – Lynn McTaggart’s book “The Field” – to follow

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Midweek Update

Well, I am improving – though the symptoms are not trailing off quite as quickly as I would like. Today I am noticing some light-headedness. You will be relieved to hear that I won’t spend any more time cataloguing symptoms.

Suffice to say that the forced rest does not come easily to me. On the other hand there is something really liberating about knowing I really DO NEED to rest this much, and that doing much more than read, a little bit of cleaning/organising or cooking, and entertaining dreams and ideas is honestly over-doing for me.

I have my friend, and admin assistant, Lyle, out in my garden doing some work that I would LOVE to be doing myself, but I know that I just can’t right now. It has taken Lyle until early this afternoon to reorganise my cancelled appointments from this week into the week(s) ahead – and there are still a few rearrangements to be made.

What is to follow over the next few days is a series of postings that I have had brewing in the background – some of them for weeks, others only for days or hours.

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A Forced Break

Right now, I need to keep this entry short, but I will be posting more over the coming days.

I am beginning the recovery / recuperation phase after a sudden and shocking health crisis. Nine days ago I was up on my friend Rod’s roof helping him,  and another friend of his, Scott, strip five layers of old shingle off of one side of the roof on the main part of Rod and Wendy’s house. I ended up way over doing in terms of physical demand, and I paid for it by feeling very stiff and sore for a few days following that. Then I got the early signs of a cold. Instead of easily shucking the cold in a day or two, as per my usual pattern, it escalated into a hacking bronchitic cough. I cancelled clients on Wednesday afternoon and all day Thursday. When I woke Friday I could hardly walk (at first) because of pain in my feet and ankles. This eased off some and I managed to still do a series of interviews of practitioners for our new health co-op clinic. I then had a wonderful dinner and visit with friends Friday evening. Saturday morning was when the alarming signs and symptoms showed up. My hands, wrists knees, ankles and feet were all incredibly stiff and painful and much of the surface of my limbs and trunk were covered in Hives. I also had an unreachable chill in my core. Fortunately, I was able to get in to see Dr. Shoshana Scott – who happened to be among the people I was interviewing the day before.

Dr. Scott was very helpful and astute. It turned out that a dental abscess that I have been delaying getting surgical treatment for, but for which I had recently finished a course of antibiotics, had found a more systemic way to manifest. I was given two homeopathic remedies to take alternately for the first few days. They have already made a huge difference to how I feel. I am to remain on bed rest for the whole next week, however.

So, I will be able to share more about what I am learning from this process and of the rest of the present flow of Life over the next few days.

May all of you reading this be reminded that good health, healing and happiness are so much based upon being Present, Mindful, Respectful of our own needs.

I have this next week to let that powerfully sit with me.

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Collective Wisdom – Part Three

I have attached below a pdf of a mind map I just did summarizing Peter Senge’s introduction to the aforementioned book “the POWER of COLLECTIVE WISDOM”.

Here also is the last paragraph from that introduction:

For me, the promise of this work is that we learn more and more how to meet one another in our wisdom. Then our challenges will appear not as threats to our way of life but as opportunities to grow into life itself.

Why it is so important

Rod Punnett and I are asking interested people to join us in reading this life-changing book and then to engage in inquiry and the suggested practices to transform the world as we know and experience it.

I will soon be sharing other resources that further support this process, but for now I just want to add this: As I have said previously in this blog, I am returning to more musical exploration and sharing. A song I have liked for a long time is “Across the Universe”.  After working out how I would play it I found myself singing the chorus repeatedly:

Jai Guru Deva, Om,

Nothing gonna change my world,

Nothing gonna change my world,

Nothing gonna change my world

Nothing gonna change my world

At this point, I realised that in singing the song as Lennon originally wrote it, I was putting out a phrase that was limiting rather than one which was in keeping with all that I am passionately wishing to express in the world.

So, I originally changed the repeating line to “I am gonna change my world”. After reflecting further, however, even that was putting the emphasis on some future action, and I want to acknowledge both what I am presently doing, and what I have already committed to doing. The final phrase I will use when singing the song now is this:

Jai Guru Deva, Om,

I have already changed my world,

I have already changed my world,

I have already changed my world,

I’ll go on changing my world

So, how about you? Are you wanting to join in this initiative?

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Collective Wisdom – Part 2

I am now back in Victoria, and have had a busy practice day, followed by a two meetings. The first meeting was with other practitioner members of the Victoria Community Health Co-operative, and the latter was with an osteopathic practitioner colleague, and fellow co-op member, Cameron Moffatt, from whom I will be renting a room one day per week beginning the second week of August. The new health co-op primary care and integrative health clinic will be in the James Bay Community Project at 547 Michigan Street, in Victoria. Cameron’s Osteopathic Clinic will be upstairs in that same building.

My participation in both meetings was informed and enhanced by the principles and practice I am reading about in the Collective Wisdom book by Briskin, et al. By being scrupulously honest and authentic with myself and other co-op member colleagues, it felt like respectful listening and collaborative decision-making simply and naturally unfolded in the group. Now I am only one of several members in the larger meeting, yet I am certain that my familiarity with the collective wisdom initiative work helped me contribute to the process in more constructive ways, and it seemed that I was able to implicitly support others to show up in a similar way. I suspect that some joint exploration of the collective wisdom work could foster and deepen this trend within the co-operative. That manner of collaboration is something I want to commit to; be in service to.

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Collective Wisdom Initiative – Part 1

I began reading a wonderful book today: The Power of COLLECTIVE WISDOM and the trap of collective folly – by Briskin, Erikson, Ott and Callanan.

My dear friend, Rod Punnett, has been urging me to read this book for several months now. I am presently on a few days break at Yellow Point Lodge (YPL), which happens to be one my favourite places to spend time. Yesterday, while out in a kayak paddling north-west along the shore, I realised how crucial it is for me to have breaks from my usual routine – to create the space for my creative and curious mind to go on excursions of its own, but doing so without leaving a very present state of attention.

Then last night I had the incredible good fortune to play  music with several other YPL guests and with the regular members of the YPL band. Richard Hill, the owner here, is a great bass player and singer, and over the last few years he has gathered around him two great guitarists (John and Colin), a young drummer that usually plays with the band on Saturday nights and Richard’s nephew, Gary, who made a surprise visit part way through the session to join us last night. Being Friday, the band usually just does an informal acoustic set in the Lodge’s lobby area, and they save the plugged in set for the dance hall / lounge area for Saturday night. But there were more of the gathered guests than usual who offered to join the jam session. So some of the guitars got plugged into small amps, the piano was rocking and we had 3 or 4 people on various percussion instruments. As I began reading about collective wisdom then this morning I realised what a perfect example that music jam was of this paragraph from the aforementioned book:

Collective wisdom is reflected in group behaviours that show  human decency, social justice and spiritual awareness. The effects of such behaviours result in surprising and positive outcomes that often can not be ascribed to a simple or singular cause. Sometimes quite ordinary, other times quite profound, collective wisdom is what can happen when people find themselves in situations that invite new perspectives and evoke higher aspirations. Often its emergence is grounded in a different way of listening and bringing attention to the immediacy of the moment. (pp. 19)

Now the regular members of the YPL band are seasoned and gifted musicians, as are some of the guest players. But, I only play with a band infrequently, and I have nowhere near the experience or virtuosity of most of the other players. And, a few of the players (including myself) didn’t know all of the songs being played, and not only had some of us not played those songs before at all, a couple of people had never played with the other people. So we took a set list that Johnny (one of the two excellent lead guitarists) had put together, and we launched into playing. The most magical part was that the band made such generous and kindly accommodations to players like me (like quieting the back beat rhythm section when I took a rare foray into playing lead on my unplugged acoustic guitar). Or, when the piano and percussion sections simply carried on, at what “should” have been the end, of one of the band’s standard tunes. And yet, not just despite these accommodations, but I think partly because of them, the overall quality of creative expression from the group was so much more than the simple sum of its (highly variable) parts.

Richard commented as the last of us departed the lodge late last night that this was the best jamming from a large group of musicians,  when there were so many unknowns in the mix. Colin had also commented earlier about how much one gets to see and feel another person’s character when playing music with them. As an example, he said that he looked over at one of the other players doing a solo, and thought, “wow, I never realised there was such warmth in that person”.

I now have the electric set to enjoy being a part of tonight. I can’t quite fathom my good fortune.

By the way, stay tuned for an event coming a little later this summer in which Rod and I will invite some people to join us in an investigation of putting the principles and methods of this book into embodied, empathic action.

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Healing Civilization

I have just read a life-altering book: Healing Civilization by Claudio Naranjo.

In it, Naranjo speaks of the the whole thread of civilization as we know it – the last 5000 to 6000 years or so – as being of one basic trend: Patriarchy. All of our competitiveness, striving and busyness of mind seen so universally in modern culture, taking precedence over the values of the matristic communities he asserts obtained before civilization arose. In those pre-civilized and women-led groups, the emphasis was on heart-based experience, featuring co-operation, mutual support and communication amongst its members.

While the latter sounds idyllic in the short sketch I have made of the difference, Naranjo importantly points out that what is needed now is a three-centered approach to Life and Education. In other words, our societal structures need to incorporate not just the Male Head Centre – logical, linear, technological and productive aspects, and the Female Heart Centre – emotional, wholistic, community-based and inclusive aspects, but also the Inner Child Belly Centre – wherein our instinctual, direct, pleasurable and playful capabilities reside.

All of this excites me greatly since it proves to be such a coalescence of the calling that is emerging in my own life. The increasing emphasis in my osteopathic practice toward working in a way that supports people in uncovering and supporting what can be not just healing, but truly transformative in their experience of Life. It is where music fits for me. The Presence Project and the Collective Wisdom Initiative certainly interface with these ideas. And my involvement with the Victoria Community Health Co-operative, and its Back to Basics pilot project in Central Middle School will certainly be impacted by the ideas in this book.

So in essence, Naranjo is saying that we probably have only one generation in which to turn around the basic drives and values that run how we live on this little Blue Planet. I would agree that the first and most foremost task in that turnaround is a joint commitment to shift our Education of children toward learning how to simply Be, rather than to become “productive members of society”as it presently exists.

If you think this is a good idea, or if you don’t, and/or if you have suggestions to make in service to this end, I invite you to leave a comment, below.

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Musings from Here and Now

The photo above is captured from one of the video links on one of my websites: http://web.mac.com/hdieno – and it is called “Rod showing 4-person equipment; Hooking Howard up”.
This is the first of several installments on this blog – which I will continue to post over coming days and weeks.
For some weeks now, I have been getting intuitive impulses to write of the many different but related threads to my life and practice. Since these threads all seem to be pointing in roughly the same direction it feels like I can only make good sense of what is emerging by writing it out in this manner.
One of the recent changes in my life is that my former life partner and I have recently parted ways. Susan returned to a life in Vancouver, whilst I am creating my life anew here in Victoria. That change in personal circumstances has spurred to me to act on several long term goals.
The first of these is that I have returned to singing with the Gettin’ Higher Choir led by Denis Donnelly and Shivon Robinsong. The song repertoire, the musical sharing, the sense of community-based creativity all nourish me greatly. I am still part way through re-organising my personal space to play more music on my own, with others, and to compose and record more.
The Presence Project began meeting here at my practice space in Victoria for the first time in late January, 2010. This is an exciting and ongoing exploration into what can arise when a group of eight people come together to use BioFeedback technology to access a state of heart coherence. The hope and promise of this project is that by learning and later mastering one’s access to a state of heart coherence or Presence – and doing so whilst in the presence of others who are coming from a similar commitment to explore individually and together – that a new type of social activism can emerge. Social activism that arises from open-hearted contact with others in the same mutually-supportive state.
I know I am not alone in the conviction that we are on the cusp of even more sweeping changes than we have witnessed in recent years. Our financial systems, political structures, social infra-structure and lifestyle expectations are all evolving, but are presently doing so at a pace and scale that is nowhere near bold nor creative enough to meet the challenges before us now, and more so, in the near future.
In my own field of Osteopathy, for example, there are all too obvious examples of limited thinking and turf-protection, rather than the visionary forging ahead that so characterized the thinking and actions of Osteopathy’s Founders. In order not to lose sight of the incredible benefits inherent in the principles of this branch of the healing arts, we will need to co-operate, co-create and empathize, even with those who seem bent on destroying, or at least discrediting their “opponents” within the same field. In short, we will need to work together for a common goal.
This is just the beginning of my reporting, and there is much more to share. If you wish, please add your comment below.
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